When Joan Kelly took a weekend job as a professional submissive in a private dungeon, it seemed she'd finally found a perfect outlet for her pent-up desires. Suddenly, Joan was being paid to do things she'd only fantasized about.
Having spent several years scouring the Internet unsuccessfully for a man who would dominate her in the bedroom without getting on her nerves outside of it, Joan had nearly lost hope of satisfying her sexually submissive urges. Now, using her professional name, "Marnie", she was being paid to do only what she felt like with kinky men who didn't even expect to have any real sex in their sessions. To Joan, it almost felt like being paid to practice the art of self-centeredness; except for the part where she had to kneel and address strangers as "Master".
The Pleasure's All Mine offers the reader a rare, intimate, often amusing, sometimes disturbing look into the life of a professional submissive - one whose drive for self-acceptance and respect is as relentless as her sexual need for the services she provides. Readers will experience many humorous, bizarre, frightening, and utterly entertaining events through the perceptive and insightful eyes of this writer.
This book was a real page turner. It's not so much graphic as it goes into fascinating details of her hopes, fears and vulnerabilities that she experiences as a professional female submissive. I liked all her little details and that she really put her heart and soul into this book. You really walk away feeling as though you lived through it with her. A wonderful story of self-acceptance and of the inner turmoil of the female submissive. Softcover, 215 pages.